Kia ora koutou, I'm Krystie.
I’m a proud New Zealander with an Aussie accent, a type 1 diabetic, a recovering addict, a nomad, a freedom seeker, and an absolute lover of life, even the messy, raw, unfiltered parts.
I created this space to be real. Not polished, not perfect. Just me, a woman who’s spent 20 years breaking free from bulimia, addiction, shame, trauma, and the deep desire to be someone I’m not. A woman who’s burned everything to the ground – literally sold my business, my belongings, and flew to India with 23 kilos of luggage and no fixed plan – just a deep longing to heal, feel, and finally BE.

Raw vlogs and personal reflections from my healing journey
Honest conversations around addiction, gut health, colonics, and body shame
Insights into colon hydrotherapy from both a practitioner and patient perspective
Music and handpan performances that come from the soul
Retreat stories and tools that have actually helped me
Space for connection, no masks, no bullshit
I believe the body speaks what the mind suppresses. That constipation can be rooted in grief. That addiction is often about control, trauma, and a desperate search for safety. That we carry so much shame for simply being human.
I don’t believe in quick fixes. I believe in integration. In walking the long road. In laughing at yourself. In forgiving your past. In honouring the messy, nonlinear, breathtaking beauty of healing.
What I Know Now
Healing doesn’t mean the pain never happened – it means it no longer controls your life.
I can now say I’m free. Not because I found the magic pill, but because I faced my deepest shadows and decided to stop abandoning myself.
I want to be a mother one day. I want to share love, nurture life, and create something bigger than me. I used to believe I had destroyed my body so badly that I couldn’t fall pregnant. But now, I carry hope. I carry softness. I carry trust.
And I carry a deep desire to connect – with YOU.
Let’s Be Real, Together
If you’ve ever felt broken, ashamed, alone, addicted, constipated (seriously), like a fraud in the wellness world, like your trauma is too much – welcome. You belong here.
This is a space for truth. For rawness. For healing through connection. For remembering your worth – not because you’re perfect, but because you’re YOU.
Let’s strip away the masks. Let’s talk about the shit (literally and emotionally). Let’s laugh, cry, breathe, release.
Let’s be wild, beautiful, imperfectly human – together.
Watch My Journey Unfold on YouTube
This video is about me — where I come from, what I’ve survived, and how I’m healing. On this channel, I share real stories, honest conversations, and all the messy magic of being human. If you’re new here, start with this.
Watch My Journey Unfold on YouTube
This video is my story two decades of living with an eating disorder, addiction, and self-doubt. I share how I broke free, found healing, and finally started living. If you’ve ever felt stuck in silence, this is for you.
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